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to him; of course; except a few oddments。 I hope he will be happy; when he gets used to being on his own。 It's time he was his own master now。'
'Everything?' said Gandalf。 'The ring as well? You agreed to that; you remember。'
'Well; er; yes; I suppose so;' stammered Bilbo。
'Where is it?'
'In an envelope; if you must know;' said Bilbo impatiently。 'There on the mantelpiece。 Well; no! Here it is in my pocket!' He hesitated。 'Isn't that odd now?' he said softly to himself。 'Yet after all; why not? Why shouldn't it stay there?'
Gandalf looked again very hard at Bilbo; and there was a gleam in his eyes。 'I think; Bilbo;' he said quietly; 'I should leave it behind。 Don't you want to?'
'Well yes 。 and no。 Now it es to it; I don't like parting with it at all; I may say。 And I don't really see why I should。 Why do you want me to?' he asked; and a curious change came over his voice。 It was sharp with suspicion and annoyance。 'You are always badgering me about my ring; but you have never bothered me about the other things that I got on my journey。'
'No; but I had to badger you;' said Gandalf。 'I wanted the truth。 It was important。 Magic rings are 。 well; magical; and they are rare and curious。 I was professionally interested in your ring; you may say; and I still am。 I should like to know where it is; if you go wandering again。 Also I think you have had it quite long enough。 You won't need it any more。 Bilbo; unless I am quite mistaken。'
Bilbo flushed; and there was an angry light in his eyes。 His kindly face grew hard。 'Why not?' he cried。 'And what business is it of yours; anyway; to know what I do with my own things? It is my own。 I found it。 It came to me。'
'Yes; yes;' said Gandalf。 'But there is no need to get angry。'
'If I am it is your fault;' said Bilbo。 'It is mine; I tell you。 My own。 My precious。 Yes; my precious。'
The wizard's face remained grave and attentive; and only a flicker in his deep eyes showed that he was startled and indeed alarmed。 'It has been called that before;' he said; 'but not by you。'
'But I say it now。 And why not? Even if Gollum said the same once。 It's not his now; but mine。 And I shall keep it; I say。'
Gandalf stood up。 He spoke sternly。 'You will be a fool if you do。 Bilbo;' he said。 'You make that clearer with every word you say。 It has got far too much hold on you。 Let it go! And then you can go yourself; and be free。'
'I'll do as I choose and go as I please;' said Bilbo obstinately。
'Now; now; my dear hobbit! ' said Gandalf。 'All your long life we have been friends; and you owe me something。 e! Do as you promised: give it up!
'Well; if you want my ring yourself; say so!' cried Bilbo。 'But you won't get it。 I won't give my precious away; I tell you。' His hand strayed to the hilt of his small sword。
Gandalf's eyes flashed。 It will be my turn to get angry soon;' he said。 If you say that again; I shall。 Then you will see Gandalf the Grey uncloaked。' He took a step towards the hobbit; and he seemed to grow tall and menacing; his shadow filled the little room。
Bilbo backed away to the wall; breathing hard; his hand clutching at his pocket。 They stood for a while facing one another; and the air of the room tingled。 Gandalf's eyes remained bent on the hobbit。 Slowly his hands relaxed; and he began to tremble。
'I don't know what has e over you; Gandalf;' he said。 'You have never been like this before。 What is it all about? It is mine isn't it? I found it; and Gollum would have killed me; if I hadn't kept it。 I'm not a thief; whatever he said。'
'I have never called you one;' Gandalf answered。 'And I am not one either。 I am not trying to rob you; but to help you。 I wish you would trust me; as you used。' He turned away; and the shadow passed。 He seemed to dwindle again to an old grey man; bent and troubled。
Bilbo drew his hand over his eyes。 I am sorry;' he said。 'But I felt so queer。 And yet it would be a relief in a way not to be bothered with it any more。 It has been so growing on my mind lately。 Sometimes I have felt it was like an eye looking at me。 And I am always wanting to put it on and disappear; don't you know; or wondering if it is safe; and pulling it out to make sure。 I tried locking it up; but I found I couldn't rest without it in my pocket。 I don't know why。 And I don't seem able to make up my mind。'
'Then trust mine;' said Gandalf。 'It is quite made up。 Go away and leave it behind。 Stop possessing it。 Give it to Frodo; and I will look after him。'
Bilbo stood for a moment tense and undecided。 Presently he sighed。 'All right;' he said with an effort。 I will。' Then he shrugged his shoulders; and smiled rather ruefully。 'After all that's what this party business was all about; really: to give away lots of birthday presents; and somehow make it easier to give it away at the same time。 It hasn't made it any easier in the end; but it would be a pity to waste all my preparations。 It would quite spoil the joke。'
'Indeed it would take away the only point I ever saw in the affair;' said Gandalf。
'Very well;' said Bilbo; 'it goes to Frodo with all the rest。' He drew a deep breath。 'And now I really must be starting; or somebody else will catch me。 I have said goodbye; and I couldn't bear to do it all over again。' He picked up his bag and moved to the door。
'You have still got the ring in your pocket;' said the wizard。 'Well; so I have!' cried Bilbo。 'And my will and all the other documents too。 You had better take it and deliver it for me。 That will be safest。'
'No; don't give the ring to me;' said Gandalf。 'Put it on the mantelpiece。 It will be safe enough there; till Frodo es。 I shall wait for him。'
Bilbo took out the envelope; but just as he was about to set it by the clock; his hand jerked back; and the packet fell on the floor。 Before he could pick it up; the wizard stooped and seized it and set it in its place。 A spasm of anger passed swiftly over the hobbit's face again。 Suddenly it gave way to a look of relief and a laugh。 'Well; that's that;' he said。 'Now I'm off!'
They went out into the hall。 Bilbo chose his favourite stick from the stand; then he whistled。 Three dwarves came out of different rooms where they had been busy。
'Is everything ready?' asked Bilbo。 'Everything packed and labelled?'
'Everything;' they answered。
'Well; let's start then!' He stepped out of the frontdoor。
It was a fine night; and the black sky was dotted with stars。 He looked up; sniffing the air。 'What fun! What fun to be off again; off on the Road with dwarves! This is what I have really been longing for; for years! Good bye! ' he said; looking at his old home and bowing to the door。 'Goodbye; Gandalf!'
'Goodbye; for the present; Bilbo。 Take care of yourself! You are old enough; and perhaps wise enough。'
'Take care! I don't care。 Don't you worry about me! I am as happy now as I have ever been; and that is saying a great deal。 But the time has e。 I am being swept off my feet at last;' he added; and then in a low voice; as if to himself; he sang softly in the dark:
The Road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began。
Now far ahead the Road has gone;
And I must follow; if I can;
Pursuing it with eager feet;
Until it joins some larger way
Where many paths and errands meet。
And whither then? I cannot say。
He paused; silent for a moment。 Then without another word he turned away from the lights and voices in the fields and tents; and followed by his three panions went round into his garden; and trotted down the long sloping path。 He jumped over a low place in the hedge at the bottom; and took to the meadows; passing into the night like a rustle of wind in the grass。
Gandalf remained for a while staring after him into the darkness。 'Goodbye; my dear Bilbo 。 until our next meeting!' he said softly and went back indoors。
Frodo came in soon afterwards; and found him sitting in the dark; deep in thought。 'Has he gone?' he asked。
'Yes;' answered Gandalf; 'he has gone at last。'
' I wish 。 I mean; I hoped until this evening that it was only a joke;' said Frodo。 'But I knew in my heart that he really meant to go。 He always used to joke about serious things。 I wish I had e back sooner; just to see him off。